Hey there.
I must be insane for creating numerous blogs every now and then, but I have this feeling that it's time to separate myself from the alias I made as an online gamer.
There is a thought buried in my mind, waiting to be triggered, asking me to finally set myself free from the unrealistic world of my avatar. I don't want to be held back by my online alias. It represents another side of me, but not everything about me.
Well at least, that is what I think it is. I have been thinking about this for weeks now (or maybe for years, just subconsciously), and today, it materialized as Angel of Lea.
I am in constant brainstorming of what blog title can best represent my thoughts, and these days, I seem to want my name in it: Angel Lea.
I have a long list in mind, mentally noting that it should represent me, but I don't want it to be as simple as using my name.
I thought about my second name which I seldom use. Very few people call me by that name, and I always found it surprising to be called Lea. It sounds so elegant that it feels like I don't deserve the name.
Lea — in Greek, it means Bearer of Good News. So, if Angel is a messenger of God, or the being itself, then I must be named as 'angel who brings good news'.
Finding out about this meaning feels like I have a duty to fulfill in this life, although I am not exactly sure why and how.
So I come up with Angel of Lea, which can be literally translated as 'the Angel of the Bearer of Good News' — it is as if there are two personas, the angel and the bearer.
And there I go. I can only hope that this blog will bring out the best in me, through writing, so I can actually bring good news in this life.
I must be insane for creating numerous blogs every now and then, but I have this feeling that it's time to separate myself from the alias I made as an online gamer.
There is a thought buried in my mind, waiting to be triggered, asking me to finally set myself free from the unrealistic world of my avatar. I don't want to be held back by my online alias. It represents another side of me, but not everything about me.
Well at least, that is what I think it is. I have been thinking about this for weeks now (or maybe for years, just subconsciously), and today, it materialized as Angel of Lea.
I am in constant brainstorming of what blog title can best represent my thoughts, and these days, I seem to want my name in it: Angel Lea.
I have a long list in mind, mentally noting that it should represent me, but I don't want it to be as simple as using my name.
I thought about my second name which I seldom use. Very few people call me by that name, and I always found it surprising to be called Lea. It sounds so elegant that it feels like I don't deserve the name.
Lea — in Greek, it means Bearer of Good News. So, if Angel is a messenger of God, or the being itself, then I must be named as 'angel who brings good news'.
Finding out about this meaning feels like I have a duty to fulfill in this life, although I am not exactly sure why and how.
So I come up with Angel of Lea, which can be literally translated as 'the Angel of the Bearer of Good News' — it is as if there are two personas, the angel and the bearer.
And there I go. I can only hope that this blog will bring out the best in me, through writing, so I can actually bring good news in this life.
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